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Monday, December 12, 2011

Dawn

Driving down the winding blue highway
from Beaumont to Hemet,
looking out at the San Jacinto valley,
the westernmost mountains to the left,
the car-filled plain to the right,
not another soul on his road,
he marveled at the complex dawn,
so many layers, varied tones, even textures,
black becoming purple begetting rose
before the sun took its first glimpse of the ocean.

Sunset gets all the press, he thought,
probably, like the early Beatles,
due to advance agents.
Oh, sunset has its own virtues,
if one likes that garish kind of thing,
beach goers gathering in hoards,
oohing and ahing,
pretending to see a green flash,
quickly dispersing to watered down happy hours.

Dawn gets little notice, few raves,
a shame, really, but also a saving grace.
It might not be the same
If the press got a sniff of it,
people setting alarms, gathering in roadside view areas,
flipping down their shades at the first sign of yellow,
probably adding some kind of Bloody Mary rite to it.
No, let the dawn stay hidden,
a gift for the early risers ,
those who pull over and write an ode to its beauty..

Monday, November 7, 2011

Jumping the Gun

Apparently,
Christmas now trumps Halloween.
Amazingly,
the fake trees and lights were on sale in September.
Really.
Truly.
Sadly.

Nostalgically,
it was bad enough when it leapfrogged Thanksgiving.
Statistically,
we’ll soon see department store Santa’s in early July.
Regrettably.
Ruefully.
Honestly.

Hopefully,
a new “occupy” movement will begin.
Actively,
we can sit-in at Sears and Lowe’s and Wal-Mart.
Aggressively.
Strongly.
Madly.

Sunday, November 6, 2011

Sunday in the Parade with Friends

sunday, 6 November, 2011.
it's my usual o-dark-thirty time,
and it's chilly, maybe even cold.
not Wisconsin frigid, nor Seattle dank,
but cold for here, for this time of year.
how shall we dress today?
long pants? long sleeves?
gee whiz, my Pride Parade look is
shorts and a tee ("gay, fine by me")
PFLAG ball cap, no ear flaps.
none of this matters, of course.
my pals' daughter Suzi's in town
and grown men beam. grown women too.
has to be some warmth in that.
can't imagine a life without friends

Tuesday, November 1, 2011

Later, Steve

Oh wow, oh wow, oh wow,
he said, as he left his body.

Been there, done that, long ago,
in this, my current body.

What have I done since to prepare,
or what should I - anybody?

Sunday, October 30, 2011

The Things We Need the Least

Not hidden, available
for all to see,
the things we need the least,
confront us, visibly.

Drought in Ethiopia, obviously
Famine in Uganda, unnecessarily.
Genocide in Tibet, historically.
Disease in Haiti, rampantly.
Devastation in Japan, climactically.
Now Alabama too equally sadly.

A $434,000 gown,
an $80,000 cake,
a Rolls Royce ride to town,
a $1,000,000 ring,
London’s $50,000,000 bill,
$6,000 suites,
and $500,000 flowers.

Not hidden, available
for all to see,
the things we need the least,
confront us, visibly.

Are you kidding me?

What Brought Me Here

There is nothing I would change
about my life, even if I could,
because it all brought me to you.

There is nothing else I would build,
not from paper, stone or wood,
except that which created me and you.

There is nothing I could say,
even if I should,
that speaks louder than the me in you.

Contentment

She’s wrapped in the security
of her inner tube, made whole
by his hot breath,
the water around her a mystery,
shaping her form, set by the
limits of her pool.
A hole in the water,
that’s all she might be,
were it not for his breath,
keeping her afloat,
in the pool, in the town,
in the earth, on this marble in flight,
in one particular speck of an
immeasurable space.
Who of us could see her,
held firm in his love, still think
there is no God.

Changes

All of a sudden, it seemed, everything shifted.
I mean, now I look at myself in the mirror,
never have gotten stuck doing that before,
It’s my body, all right – skin grafts, check,
stitching scars, check, sagging lower belly, check.
What the hell, it’s a used body, this one, well used.
No, it’s not the body, at least not the externals.

There’s movement and change, I think maybe growth.
Never been a churchgoer, but I’m there now.
They don’t call it a church, it’s the Unity Center,
but what’s in a name, really? It’s a church.
There’s singing and praying and meditation.
There’s sermons and thoughts for living.
It’s a church, all right.

Even my dreams have been altered,
by cosmic forces or aging nostrils, who can tell?
Hopes and aspirations still abound, different now.
I’ve bought enough stuff, sold enough homes,
moved enough times, looking, seeking, reaching.
Now the goals are inward, searching for that place,
no, not a place, waiting for that spirit to touch me.

I’ve been poor before, really poor
No food, no money, no job, no ideas,
always been afraid it could happen again.
Careful as I am, it’s not going to show up soon.
How, then, will success be measured?
Perhaps it’s in how well I manage change.
Maybe it’s in just letting the change occur.

Whatever’s coming, there are a few things I know.
I want to laugh too much.
I plan to cry when it’s necessary.
I intend to be happy, healthy and at peace.
So, it’s not really change that’s due, at all.
It’s simply transformation.

Thursday, October 27, 2011

See Ya later

Recently returned from my Cancer Tour,
surprised at how much we laughed,
how little we cried…actually, not at all.
There was the prostate in Sonoma,
the one no longer present,
and the pancreas in Napa,
a little smaller now.
The brain in the East Bay, pretty bleak,
having inherited its doom
from the lungs and the liver.
There are, of course, people
attached to these afflicted organs,
friends of long standing, 50 years, more.
I don’t remember what we talked about.
Talking wasn’t the point, not really.
There was more being and having than doing going on.
I know that no one said goodbye,
not even when I moved on to the next town,
or back to mine.
I had thought I’d tell them all about when I died for awhile,
on that hillside in the jungle, far from home.
No one’s ever heard the whole of that.
And they still haven’t.
I don’t know if goodbye is important to say,
not like thank you, I love you, my life is better because of you,
those you better say before you can’t.

Wednesday, August 17, 2011

The Work of Poetry

Take a commonplace, clean it and polish it, light it so that it produces the same effect of youth and freshness and originality and spontaneity as it did originally, and you have done a poet's job. The rest is literature. -Jean Cocteau, author and painter (1889-1963)

Tuesday, August 16, 2011

A Lifetime of Reading

Boswell's The Life of Samuel Johnson
Homer's Illiad and Odyssey
Plato - selected works
Aristitle - Ethics & Politics
Sophocles - Oedipus Rex
Virgil - The Aeneid
St. Augustine - Confessions
Shakespeare - complete works
Henrik Ibsen - plays
George Bernard Shaw - plays
Daniel Defoe - Robinson Crusoe
Charles Dickens - too many to count
Aldous Huxley - essays & novels
Voltaire
Edgar Allen Poe
Mark Twain
Fyodor Dostoyevsky - Crime and Punishment
Heorge Orwell - Animal Farm
Joseph Heller - Catch-22
Alice walker - The color Purple
Anne Frank - The Diary of a Young Girl
Miguel Cervantes - Don Quixote
Ernest Hemingway - The Old Man and the Sea
Ralph Ellison - Invisible Man
Ken Kesey - One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest
Hermann Hesse - Steppenwolf
John Locke
David Hume
Thomas Hobbs
John Stuart Mill
Reinholdt Nietzsche
Nicolo Machiavelli
rene Descartes
Henry David Thoreau
Ralph Waldo Emerson
Jeanne Jacques rousseau
Blaise Pascal
Poets: Donne, Wordsworth, Coleridge, Eliot, Frost, Auden, Wilde, Whitman, Blake, Browning, Yeats

Sunday, July 10, 2011

"Zookeeper" Movie Review

Not so much a review as a commentary on other reviews, we loved the experience of "Zookeeper" - great summer fun, loads of laughs, a deliciously sappy love story, likeable characters and completely unbelievable, like an animatronic special effects film ought to be. I don't care if it's not the serious, indie film of the year - that can wait for the fall Oscar candidate runs. It's summer, it's hot, the kids are in the cinemas, and this is what it's all about. By the way, we can't wait for the Smurfs, the Muppets, Harry Potter 8, Cowboys and Aliens, Palnet of the Apes, and Puss N Boots...nothing like sharing a movie with kids.

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

Words of wisdom

Jean Cocteau died of a heart attack in 1963, at age 74, within hours of learning of the death of his close friend Edith Piaf. His epitaph reads, "I stay among you." "Listen carefully to first criticisms made of your work," he advised writers and artists. "Note just what it is about your work that critics don't like — then cultivate it. That's the only part of your work that's individual and worth keeping."

Thursday, June 23, 2011

I'm Addicted

Started watching "A Game of Thrones" on HBO and, as is my wont, researched the author of the books on which it is sourced, one George R.R. Martin". Turns out there are 4 books in print, another due in July, and his fans want him to finish the series with two more. He's more than a little annoyed by their clamoring, knowing he's "old and fat", but he's working on it. Anyhow, the books are long and complex, with hundreds of characters and medeival fantasy terminology, but ultimately a character-driven tale, quickly addicting. Oh, and there are dragons, too, but not in the beginning. They are all on BOMC2, where you can buy hardbound copies for $12.95, no shipping costs...a great site for other books as well.

Serena

I mention Serena to someone
at least once a day.
This is today’s, and it gets to
a whole bunch of special someone’s.
Hurray!

She used to be Maxine, my Serena,
before she felt the call.
I think it started with a whim and
a prayer, a weekend retreat.
That’s all?

She’s Reverend Serena now, it’s
unlikely they call her Rev, no doubt,
at that abbey up north near Shasta Mountain.
So far from me, can she hear me?
My shout?

I mention her when I think of her,
really, I do, every day.
for the simplest of reasons, because
I’m a better man for it, or at least I try to be.
So I say.

She left me a book 12 years ago,
when she left me,
told me not to be greedy with 163 pages
of Zen Seeds. I just finished it.
Whee!

She’s a Contemplative Buddhist,
my friend.
I think about that a lot.
She’d find that more funny than ironic.
How Zen.

Wednesday, May 25, 2011

ShortFest - y'all come, ya hear

ShortFest returns to Palm Springs, June 21-27, 2011. This a a don't miss event, way fun and entertaining. The price is right, the hotels are dealing, and it is not yet the blistering heat of summer. All of the films are screened at one theater complex, The Camelot, and what makes this festival so great is that the filmmakers all show up. They are an exhuberant and creative group, so the theaters are full of energy and appreciation. Hope to see you there.

It's Movie Time

Ok, Cannes is over and the usual heavies have become known:

The Tree of Life
Drive
Melancholia
The Artist
Footnote
We Need To Talk About Kevin

and not so heavy, but Euro-worthy: Woody Allen's Midnight In Paris

We'll probably see them all, but in the general release summer fair, we hope the trailers are indicative of some future fun:

Cars 2
The Zookeeper
The Muppets Movie
Mr. Popper's Penguins
The Smurfs
Rejoice and Shout

and, of course, Harry Potter 8

For you Netflix fans, there are some great releases:

Blue Valentine
The Best of Ernie Kovacs
Casino Jack
Like Dandelion Dust
Rabbit Hole
I Love You Phillip Morris
Waiting For Superman
Kabei: Our Mother
Patrik, Age 1.5
Another Year
Ballerina

Friday, May 13, 2011

Life Happens

When did it happen,
that all my friends got old?
Not all of them, but most.

When was it, exactly,
that running became impossible?
And, recently, walking sort of hurts.

When were the years
that my parents died?
I think I’ve now outlived them.

When did we stop traveling,
was it after that long September?
Maybe we live now where we used to go.

When was it, I wonder,
that bananas lost their flavor?
Though I think, lately, they found it.

When was it, at which point,
that I started looking back,
trying to remember?

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

Perspective

I am happy that I live
in a place where
the rescue of ducklings
from a storm drain
received the same headline as
the burial at sea of
a mass murderer.

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

Aiming to Please

He knew it best to
follow his gut when it
came to his scribblings,
to let his stomach tell him
the truth, when his need
for approval tried to
lead him astray.
Pretty eclectic in his
reading, he still liked them
sweet and short, to the point,
but slanted a bit, too.
I mean, who needs to actually
employ that word
in a poem about love?
That’s not to say that
that Browning woman didn’t
have a lot to say, having
led an interesting life.
And those beat poets
followed a well-walked path,
letting their need for read,
and sometimes weed, get them
to a place where they used
more words than they
themselves needed.
The more recent laureates
and near-laureates
seemed to get it, Ryan and Collins
leading the young century with
brevity and wit.
He knew it best to
follow his gut, but
those damn buttons,
send and post and share,
so easy to push, so easy to
let them lead him into temptation,
when he knew to follow his heart.

Unbroken

As inevitably as spring
leads to summer,
fall follows.
As assuredly as heart
leads to joy,
love follows.
As completely as
love leads to sharing,
peace follows.
As securely as
peace leads to calm,
life follows.
As predictably as
life leads to death,
new life follows.
As inevitably as fall
leads to winter,
spring follows.

Falling Up

Falling up requires towering imagination,
like a book read backwards,
with reverse pagination.
What if rain fell upwards?
I see it clearly, can’t you?
Then how would a rainbow assemble,
perhaps as the brightest horseshoe?
I know some folks must think it quite stupid,
then some folks think love comes from Cupid.
Niagara Falls would have to flow up, not down
but your own falls wouldn’t lead to a frown,
falling up, it’s the new falling down.
What about physical laws, you say?
Ignore them, they’ll just float away.
Gravity? Schmavity .
And those dreams, hopes and wishes
which today float away?
They’ll naturally fall back to your heart,
where they’ll stay.

Done

It’s old men who send our young to war.
I don’t listen to them anymore.
It’s time to stand up, say nevermore,
it’s old men who send our young to war.
I’ve seen the play and ask once more,
what the hell are we fighting for?
It’s old men who send our young to war.
I don’t listen to them anymore.

Sunday, April 24, 2011

Prayer is not Enough

If we would savor the drink of peace,
if we would drink from the cup of
change in the world,
we must put something on the bar
besides our elbows.

If we would make a difference,
if we would overcome conflict and toast
reconciliation and enlightenment,
we must be doing
as much as being and having.

Pray for peace, always,
a blessing which must be earned.

Saturday, April 23, 2011

and sometimes edits are even more than enough...

Just Right

Away from the easel, I see that it’s complete,
yet my life is still a work in progress.
Maybe too much green, perhaps a dab of cerise, and yet,
away from the easel, I see that it’s complete.
Some lush strokes, others thinner, the whole of the canvas
what matters, not every mistake should be fixed.
Away from the easel, I see that it’s complete,
yet my life is still a work in progress.

Too Much is Still Not Enough

Standing back from the easel, I see that it’s complete,
my life still a work in progress.
Maybe too much green, perhaps a dab of cerise, and yet,
standing back from the easel, I see that it’s complete.
Some lush strokes, others thinner, the whole of the canvas
is what matters, and not every mistake should be fixed.
Standing back from the easel, I see that it’s complete,
my life still a work in progress.

Friday, April 22, 2011

Nothing is Separate

There is a Santa Rosa plum tree,
which I planted,
on the 118th day of 1975,
over the septic field
in the more-or-less-an-acre
at 6045 Hyland Way,
Penngrove, California.

There is the world
as it is and
there is the world
which we see.
I am certain, however,
that I am in that tree
and that tree is in me.

Thursday, April 21, 2011

Despite the Tears

Non, je ne regrette rien,
so sang the little sparrow,
second thoughts one thing,
non, je ne regrette rien
still another, even when she lost
her child, her love, her sight,
non, je ne regrette rien,
so sang the little sparrow.

Love Me for My Faults

Oconomowoc High School,
Class of ’62,
fifty-year reunion coming,
so very much to do.
New clothing must be purchased,
something dark and slimming,
my barber’s consultation
on the matter of beard trimming.
Check my Google pages,
make sure they’re up to date,
must impress my old friends
with poetry first rate.
Have to join a gym,
lose forty pounds of fat,
can’t show up obese,
there’s no doubt of that.
Reservations to be made,
hotel, car and fly…oh crap,
on second thought, perhaps
I’ll just have another piece of pie.

ten by ten, 10 x 10

we are challenged to write a poem with ten lines, ten syllables in each line. My efforts:

Greek Wedding

There’s magic in a wedding, Big Fat Greek,
or otherwise. There’s mystery as well,
to the old folks, no surprise. There’s uncles
and aunts, cousins distant and close, nieces,
nephews and yia yia’s, parents and brothers
the most important of all. Midst the din
and the joy, just a small touch of madness,
make no mistake, there’s also great gladness,
laughter and smiles, the start of life anew,
abracadabra, now one made from two

--------------------------------------------

Friends

One of us will die first, one left behind.
One of us will remain, it’s just the kind
of trap we’ve woven for ourselves, this spin
of the wheel, however we feel, it’s in
understanding this we can have the best
of our lives, this friendship thing, the real test
not in who dies first, in who longer lives,
but in the now moment, this is what gives
joy to the two of us, the daily win,
not in waiting for our lives to begin.

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

Message Found In a Desk Drawer

Thank you for completing me,
this not being the last thing I
ever did, yet it was
left hanging,
waiting for your role.
Did I die well?
I had given the matter great thought,
well, frequent thought at least,
perhaps not so profound.
My preference would have been
for the least untidy end, free of trauma,
for me, to be sure,
but even more for the discoverer.
I had thought it would be best to be
asleep at the time, but maybe not so,
possibly at my desk,
one last comma to insert,
or to remove.
I did not want it to be in public,
strangers made awkward by the intrusion,
but my fondness for my loves
led me to wish for not at home.
Ah, the dilemma.
Well, no more.
What it was, it was.
Do not be sad, please, as I am not,
having seen some of what is to be,
the great mystery, the hopeful maybe.
Be well, and do great work with small things.

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

Nothing Easy About Love

There’s an underneath to most things, perhaps
all, though a bother at times to see, there
is a will, I think, to be observed, to
be witnessed, maybe even deciphered.
Not too deep, the work not a drudge, the path
most often direct, at times a little
to the left or right, if we would see the
wonder of it all, the truth, the beauty, the
cracker jack prize. Sometimes the surface has
a crust to it, needs a little probe, but
be gentle, if you would make your way inside,
coatings of love and fear equally fragile.

Monday, April 18, 2011

Like Magic

There’s magic in the desert,
winter becoming spring,
presto, change-o,
feeling like summer,
abracadabra,
wildflowers amid the cacti,
snowbirds on the wing.

The town’s becoming ours again,
like days long past,
when only Angelenos came,
and then just for the weekend.
Not like now, so many Canadians
and their loonies, but they depart,
rushing home for their medi-care.

No need to shop at seven-a-m,
we can take our time about it,
like during the real summer.
No need, either for those shirts,
you know the ones,
with “local” for a logo,
timeshare hawkers off to Mexico.

Closer to the heat now,
pretty soon we’ll button down,
but not yet. This is prime time,
not quite Easter, still room to
pretty ourselves up for the last big holiday,
but summer lurks, like a beast,
just around the corner.

Sunday, April 17, 2011

One Small Thing

Not for me, the grand concepts.
I mean, I know that poverty
is cyclical or situational,
but that guy on the corner?
He just wants a sandwich,
maybe a beer.

Not for me, the great concerns.
I mean, I know that orphans exist,
and child care’s too costly,
but that girl on the swing?
She just needs a push,
maybe a hug.

Not for me, the larger issues.
I mean, I know the snowcap is melting,
but insomnia won’t help.
All I can do is turn off some lamps,
light one little candle, and hope others do too,
that the sum of the candles will light up the globe,
maybe my life.

Saturday, April 16, 2011

Strangers

I don’t know the people in this photo,
creased and wrinkled,
black and white.
Oh sure, there’s my mom,
but the others?
Maybe air force, or high school friends,
perhaps merely the people from the block.
There’s no one left to tell me,
All gone now,
like the negative for this photo,
creased and wrinkled,
black and white.
I‘ll never know the people in this photo,
yet I can’t let go.

Friday, April 15, 2011

A Few Good Friends (a triolet)

He has always been my friend,
even when I did not see him.
He is special amid ordinary men.
He has always been my friend.
Though we are parted now and then,
by work or play or wanderlust whim,
he has always been my friend,
even when I did not see him

I'm Nothing Without My Friends

Lovely neighbors as friends at the away place,
who toss newspapers that I forget,
it confuses the burglars who linger around,
and they’d water the plants in the ground
if I asked, plus they’ll stash a delivery,
yet they don’t come uninvited, not yet.

Make-believe friends at the home place.
It’s a country club, you know.
Not really my slice
but the architecture’s nice,
and strolling to dinner
beats a DUI every time, for sure.

Fabulous friends in my causes,
In my hobbies, really close buds.
We screen movies, talk books,
read poems, compare cooks,
paint and take hikes, and
march with pride in parades.

Too many friends are gone now,
some dead, others simply away.
There’s one monk in an abbey,
whose courage I envy,
and I mention her often,
usually once every day.

If it were not for friends,
there would be no me.
Everything about me is
a reflection of them, I am sure,
life would go on, no way as pure,
but my profile would be nothing to see.

White

Father of two fine lads,
each a father now.
Packed a lot into
a too-short life.
Radioman, Marine,
buddy through and through,
A small-town boy,
a universal man.
Covered a grenade,
allowed me to have a life.
Remembered every day.

Thursday, April 14, 2011

Life's Work

Ain’t none of my business,
this aerobic poetry thing we do,
in life, I’m a geisha,
a servant through and through.

Ain’t none of my business,
this wordplay of ours,
all day, I’m what my wife needs,
except this in early hours.

Ain’t none of my business,
reading poesy and prose,
I’ve menus to plan, and
meals to dispose.

Ain’t none of my business,
IPhoning Poetic Asides,
I have a house to clean,
shopping for my bride.

Aint none of my business,
catching tweets from that Brewer,
the laundry awaits, the day’s
not getting newer.

Ain’t none of my business,
being glib or dramatic,
but let me own up to it,
I’m a poetry phanatic.

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

Three Shadormas

Early Palm Springs Stroll

Pink mountain
tops give way to rose,
by noon, gold,
or lemon.
Later, before purple night,
pale citrine hues.

de-licious Addiction

Shadorma,
hugely addicting.
I would rant,
but I can’t
they are luscious little dreams,
like chocolate creams.

I’ts a Greek to You

My name is
Dionisios.
My dad’s dad
was one too.
Not Dionysus, the wine god.
My drink is ouzo.

Sunday, April 10, 2011

Good Intentions Are Not Enough

I will not sit idly by,
Allowing all those hurtful words,
the weak should not be made to cry,
if they are harmed, then we cross swords.

I will not sit idly by,
by my quiet allowing bullies to berate,
to abuse the weak, as they often try,
and when they do, I won’t hesitate.

I will not sit idly by,
hearing hebe, spic, nigger, dyke,
faggot, cripple, crybaby cry,
rag head, slope, slut and kyke.

I will not sit idly by,
or I would be the same as them,
I will not allow these words to fly
without response, never again.

Saturday, April 9, 2011

O-Dark-Thirty

It is o-dark-thirty and I am flying,
death surely on its way,
how quickly nothing else matters.
It‘s 0230, and I’ve been blown up,
thinking, this is what it is to die,
that’s all that’s left to matter.
There’s no fear, only sadness,
but not even one thought for me,
just for the tears of the ones who matter.
I meet my mother,
dead for nine-plus years,
and I am no longer matter.
She says, go back, you can not stay,
there’s still work for you,
you must attend to matters.
It’s easy now, to understand,
the work is peace, the goal is peace,
that’s all that really matters.

Thursday, April 7, 2011

Name Dropping

It’s the Buddha’s birthday today.
I don’t know how we know that,
But it is. It just is.

What if his most recent incarnation
is in a poet, and not just any poet,
but in Billy Collins, a rhyming superstar.

Or maybe he’s in Garrison Keillor,
a lover of all things poetic,
and a mighty fine hot damn poet himself.

I’m pretty sure he
wasn’t in Wordsworth,
though it’s his birthday too.

It’s more likely
to be Ravi Shankar,
ninety-one today.

He could, I suppose,
be in that poet Moskowitz,
wouldn’t that be a hoot?

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

Don't Tell, Show

I’ve cooked a lot of meals
in my time,
Served more than a few of them
to friends.
Never once did I place the recipe
on the serving platter,
though I sometimes say it could have been better
if I only had more time.

Don't Worry, It Gets Better

Bullies grow up to be laborers,
nerds grow up to be rich.
Jocks grow up to be fat,
wimps grow up to be phat.
Cheerleaders’ days are numbered,
goths have a whole life ahead.
Straights can look forward to marriage,
gays can look forward to some things
taking longer than others.

Sunday, April 3, 2011

Will-o'-the-wisp

It is said that,
sitting under the boddhi tree,
Siddahartha Gautama saw,
not hundreds of figs on the ground,
but thirty-thousand past lives.
The boddhi itself requires
three thousand years to form its shape,
and humans have but a moment
to find meaning, even when they look.

Had I missed this turn of the wheel,
what matter?
Someone else would have gone to war,
another might have written peace haikus,
many more could have done my work,
it is all simply chopping wood,
it is all no more than carrying water,
it is not mysterious,
the thing we call our life.

My scars are not real,
memories an illusion,
money in the bank as firm as dreams.
Divorces, poems, blood and tears
are no more our life
than silent films are Ken and Barbie.
If you can’t stand the heat,
says the one with the heater,
but even he is an hallucination.

I think on nonexistence a moment.
Does the earth fall from my feet?
Must I reach for my balance?
No, I go on.
I go on.
I go.

Saturday, April 2, 2011

Hey, From Palm Springs

I know you’ll laugh
when I tell you it’s
a cool morning, only 68.
I’m feeling pretty cool, too.
Haven’t drunk the country club kool-aid.
Yet.

The History of Love

There is nothing I would change
about my life, even if I could,
because it all brought me to you.

There is nothing I would build,
not from paper, stone or wood,
except that which created me and you.

There is nothing I could say,
even if I should,
that speaks louder than the me in you.

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

How to order

my buddy, Rich,said he'd like to order a set of nesting bowls with a haiku, but he did not know how, so...

Multi-colored bowls
nesting in perfect sequence
life’s joyful mixture

I Love Tupperware

It’s time I think
for a Tupperware party,
with food and drink,
camaraderie hearty.

I’ll buy the orange bowls,
you get the blue.
there’s red, there’s yellow,
and new purple too.

Stick with the original,
best in all nations,
no thin-skinned knockoffs,
no weak imitations.

For years of service,
bell tumblers are best,
the hamburger shaper
also passes the test.

You have servalier bowls
and tiny pink smidgets,
vegetable keepers
and measuring widgets.

If you’re game for a party,
as ripe as can be,
just look for a host
and RSVP.

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

A poet writes, I answer

76
by Philip Schultz
My bones aren't what they used to be; my eyes ache,
as if I've been reading an ancient text by candlelight.
My back and knees creak. I'm happy if the car starts
and I can walk the dogs along the ocean which looks
a little less robust. It replenishes itself with stretching
and long cleansing breaths. The sun is another story.
It's beginning to show its age. Perhaps we've enjoyed
enough springs and everything is getting a little redundant.

67
My bones are better than they once were,
fragile as a child, broken as a young adult,
strengthened now by age, by effort.
My eyes see more, and better too, and when
they’re tired, they rest, not needing to
gather every word, sometimes happy to simply
watch a young couple in love stroll by.
My back and knees know how to bend, and how
to lift, to stay away from trouble in its many forms,
because my ears no longer hear the proud demands
of youth. The sky is bluer than it’s ever been
and I have yet to see a lake that did not calm me.
I am warmed by the sun of the West, and can’t
wait to see what each new daily appearance brings

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

Valentines Day, 2011

Where Is the Love?

Love is everywhere,
in the coffee in the morning,
in the movies that we share,
in the songs that others sing.

Love is in the air,
in odd spaces so it seems,
in the cats for whom we care,
in wishes, hopes and dreams.

Love is not so rare,
not very far away,
seen by those who dare,
beside the place I stay.

Love is always there,
when it seems even not to be,
for you the Mrs. fair,
standing next to me.

Thursday, January 6, 2011

Raina & Art, 2010 (barely)

There’s magic in a wedding,
Big Fat Greek, or otherwise.
There’s mystery as well,
to the old folks, no surprise.
There’s uncles and aunts,
cousins distant and close,
nieces, nephews and yia yia’s,
parents and brothers the most
important of all, midst the din and
the joy, a small touch of madness,
make no mistake, there’s
also great gladness.
There’s magic in a wedding,
most would say it’s from love,
some believe it more mystical,
a mother smiling from above.
There’s laughter and smiles,
the start of life anew,
so fresh, full of heart,
perfect hopes for the two
now made one in a way
only magic could bring.
For their future, to their promise,
we pray and we sing.
There’s magic in a wedding,
we’ve all played our part
so abracadabra and shazam,
here’s to Raina and Art.